On the 1st of May my college had a summer ball suprizing at the same place as my year 11 Prom. So once again it was time to wear a dress and try and look pretty.

Myself, my wonderful boyfriend Matthew, Solly, Vicky and Rob decided to tag along and gamble, drink and be merry.

We had some very professional Pictures take of us all some with Vickys new friend “the stain!!” lol but other then that it was a very enjoyable night with dance on the glass coved floor. Poor Zoe!!!

right mum was driving me to work this morning, and my sister and her boyfriend were going shopping where i work anyways so we were all in the car. So mums driving and the person in front (in their company car) was being really stupid, he was driving slowly then speeding off and stopping suddenly and it was annoying us but we didnt do anything about it till he did a major stop in the hope we’d go into his car, so i took down his lince place number and the name of his company. Then we got to a roundabout, so we tried to over take to which he opened his window and was swearing at us all and tryed to run us in the round about 3 times!

So we pull off at our turning of the round about and he follows, driving really close and again trying to run us off the road once again. so we over took a van and he stayed in between us, untill we reached the next round about and he pulled off and mum then dropped me at work.

10minutes after getting in to work my mum, sister and her boyfriend are standing at my till point explaining to me that he has just followed them into three different stores, following them up and down the racks and what not. We told me supervisor and he said just to keep a look out. After about 5 minutes my family decide he must have gone by now because he hasn’t came into my store and they couldn’t see him outside.

As soon as my family walked out the store and was half way down the shopping center i saw the driver following them. I went straight and told my supervisor who then told me to go out after my family. I ran out the store down the stairs to where i saw my family heading towards me.

They had also seen him and gone into Next. We all went back to my store and reported to my supervisor who sent us down to security and they in turn after hearing it all, wanted to ring the police, mum didnt want too but i made sure that the shopping centers security was watching out for them before they left.

Now I did the stupid thing of running out of the main entrance to work after my family today, with also my work t-shirt saying the name of the store across the back. So I had to be stationed at my till point today, incase he came in as he saw me when he pulled up his car next to ours…what a bad day to sit in the front eh! Good was I had a nice big button to push if he came in and security would remove him and a security guard placed on the shot floor……

Idiot drivers eh!!!!

 Now I am extremely lucky that this happened when it did. I don’t know what triggered it. I wasn’t feeling queasy because no images had been shown to the class. And prior to the fit I was laughing at comments myself and Ella had been making.

At some time after 11 today, I  felt a stomach ache and then felt a major headache/dizziness, so I put my hands on my head and rested my elbows on my knees. This is where I blacked out. I remember hearing a lot of noise, like a train was going right passed my ears. I opened my eyes to be looking at the First aider in the room and a few class mates.

What I was told happened was:I learnt forward and said “I feel sick” I then moaned, and felt left onto Jess, the chair went from under me. I then hit my face, just under my left eye on the chair. When I was on the floor I started to shake, this is apparently known as fitting movements. So there u go my fit.

Now my parents couldn’t pick me up, and because strangely enough I had no headache, no stomach ache anymore, only my eye was throbbing a bit, I didn’t even want to go home. Or have an ambulance, So I asked to go back to class, after a lot of questioning.

Right so I work in Home soft, which is towels, bed sheets, covers and all the fluffy stuff that gets stuck to your jumpers, to which me and Bobbie use up the stores supply of sellotape, getting it off! So generally soft things….HOW THE HELL DID I MANAGE TO HURT MYSELF WITH TOWELS AND SHEETS! I don’t rightly know, well those of you who know me, know i am a cluts! (i said cluts not sluts guys)

So I managed too:

Cut my finger on my locker
Cut below my thumb on a duvet! well the box
Bruise my arm -moving bed sheets
All in one weekend……stupidity! I think not! lol I’m proud to think that on the one department its impossible to get hurt on i did!

Also college! EH! Well Thursday’s serves the 2 hours of Fitness! ouch is one word. Now the Thursday just gone I managed to:

Fall over in Badminton and crack my left wrist and am now wearing a pressure brace.
Get hit in the face, with a football
Get hit in the Shoulder, with a football
Get hit in the Stomach with a football
Get hit in the thigh with a football….

DANGEROUS!!!!! I bloody well think so!!!! :]

Then back to work…. Overtime on Tuesday. The day before Halloween! Me and Bobbie, Alan (our boss) and Ryan get in the 20 year old industrial lifts and head down to the stock room in the basement, 10 minutes before the end of work. What happens….Less then 5seconds after getting out of these big old sceary lifts we have a power cut. Ryan and me both reach for our phones and put the flash lights on. Alan tell me and Bobbie to move the cages to the end of the stock room while him and Ryan go out onto the shop floor. WHAT HAPPENDS!!!!….The doors to the stock room lock due to the power cut alarms after Alan and Ryan leave. Trapping me and Bobbie in the basement of Debenham’s….clearly not getting paid enough….

If you are reading this as an update on my blog well…your not going to find it interesting or helpful. But on with the nonsense. 

 Now recently there has been tension in a group of friends I hold dear to my heart and before you all start thinking it the X team its not! But the people reading this know who they are! Now nasty words have been said, and Relationship have been lost and friendships complicated. Now I thought we were all big enough and ugly to sort this out but the problem has proven to be bigger then the normal argument of “OMG She’s used my lip-gloss!”. Now we are starting to hurt each other, and its got to stop. Its hurting us all deeply and though some of us aren’t showing this on the surface you know that if you are caught in this problem it will be at the back of your mind.

Now I love you all too much for things to end on non talking terms. For pity sake guys we have spent 5 years helping each other in the times of need and now things get a bit tough we all seem to have given in! Now we may say we hate each other and all that jazz (JAZZ HANDS TAR DAR!) but we all know deep down we don’t, and saying we don’t care means you just care more then the rest of us but what we all have to truly understand here is, we are friends are we going to let something like this beat us, or persevere so we can forget it and move on, cause thinking that we may all loose each other this is killing me…I’ve left half of you by leaving school lets not break the contract we have with the people that have made us how we are today, the guys we have grown up with and the guys we love, by letting this ruin us….

…Please…

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Sixth form rock consert, this year was lucky number 13!!! so after college i went down to help out my friends. And in amongest the hiding from teachers and “working” i got roped into singing a queen song, with the guys for the final! grrrrr

twas a better back drop, better stage set out, but still i think the music let it down by last years standards. But seeing my friends and working with the guys i love for another time made my day! just wait till high school musical!
now it was a very good show, with shiney singing and good music, no one did a cover of muse thank heavens and the glow sticks added a bit more sparkle!

but hey!!!! shenstock 13!!!!! lets dance to big fish little fish eh hannah!!!

Now 3 places in Basildon need extra staff so if you looking for a weekend job up until news years, maybe leading on to a job afterwards go down to there before Thursday. There are Debenhams, BHS, and Toys “R” Us.

I went down with Mum to do some shopping for college and thought hey I need a better job, nothing hurts in applying and I got offered an interview that day, so I thought what the hell. Didn’t really thinking of holding out much hope as I didn’t have anything on me like a CV but yeah at least it would be some practices.

Now the guy from my interview, Alan, really nice man, He runs the Home department on the 1st floor. He said because I was so positive and cheerful he offered me the job there and then! which is very informal for Debenhams apparently!

So for the next 13 weeks I am a Sales Adviser in the Home Department of Debenhams on Saturdays and Sundays….Hopefully it will lead onto a proper weekend Job!!!

Independence and all that jazz! Its great to think that everyone I know (minus the Public Services students at Chelmsford) are at school and we have the joys of staying home and having around two more weeks of relaxing on our arse’s!

Now the time my induction and enrolment has passed (so far the sub total has been around 3 hours…) I would have spent more time at Shenfield High School….Seeing friends and saying goodbye to some teachers….Surely it should be the other way around should it not?!

Now the head of the course, well at least the main teacher of the public services course is in the simplest way to say it…Well she an ex army officers….And looks like a P.E teacher…..She is pure evil….All the students are afraid of her,…Even the other teachers are scared of her. One of them left the army to get away from her as she was the higher ranking officers, as soon as he is offered a teaching job…She is there as his boss. In the induction she was introduced as “Our Living Nightmare”…Cant wait eh!?

And to make it worse because no uniforms have been ordered we have to wear tracksuits…

    …………………………I don’t want to go college anymore…………………………

I got off the bus looking a state. Tired, wet hair, cold, and misrable at the weather as it had only just turned nice weather in Summerset where camp was!!! I met Amanda and Tracy walking towards the school and then suffered the nervous phone call from my daddy saying I had around 7 mins till my results where to be released! I met Emma at the gates and we walked round to find Vicky crying at her results. THE STUPID GIRL! she got A’s B’s and C’s. The C’s where why she was crying as she believes she should have done better.

I went into the hall and collected my results. Looking around at the misrable poeple in the hall I woundered if it was the results or the time of the morning that put the frowns on their faces. After alot of jumping about and refusing to open or letting anyone else open my results i did it and read History C!!! wooo one out of 5 I needed! Maths D, well what did you expect, better then a U. 

Over all :

History – C / Maths - D / Resistant Materials Higher tier – C / Drama - C / English Lit – C / English Lang – D / R.E – C / Science – D / Child Development – D

I bounced with joy as I knew I was into college! No matter what. I got my phone out and rung mum and daddy to tell them!  then txting a few people then running into Matt, Who got the same results as me! wooo college eh matt!!!

Then to Vickys for food and the brentwood and then Jacks to watch tv with Trudie Matt George and Jack!

Sunday – Twas alright, still bad weather and after a bad nights sleep in the girls tent me and Christine also being de-hydrated, both of us decided on a nap and relaxation. After I went down to the internet cafe and spent half an hour talking to Adam and Ratty on msn, screaming to come home. followed by another bad nights sleep from the freezing winds.

Monday- Still the weather was damping the moods of everyone and the showers being colder and the ques being longer all of us bar one atempted to find the hot shower and only two of us being successful (tom and me) even if it did driable down the wall but still being clean highten some of the depressing mood. Even if we did have a BBQ and missed the terantal rain!!

Tuesday – Good Weather!!! we were wellie free and this was the 1st day we went off site to shop for food! but still! made a change from the fields. Also me and Emma went and brought some CD’s. In the evening Tom me and Andy went to give out free crisps! hehe

Wednesday – Up earlier then normal for the main meeting and drinking bad whine…I was tempted to go ask what year it was but Mark and Sam said it was a bad idea  We then went back to the tents to pack up ready to leave in the evening to get back for my GCSE results. Emma left early to go see Wicked with her mum up London. Me and Christine then atempted our Tesco’s value Curry, with peanut butter…tasted really nice actually! then main meeting and the 3 hour exactly! drive home! arriving back at 1 passed one in the morning!!!!

and the kitchen was blue!